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Monday, November 29, 2010

Changing Lanes


Life is a like road trip: we plan it, we prepare for it, look for directions, we think who can be with us and we imagine what's our destination will look like.

We were once a driver or a passenger in our own journey. We sometimes travel alone, sometimes travel with family, friends, special someone or even with a total stranger. We may drive an SUV, a sedan, a pick-up or even commute with a cab, bus or jeepney.

In a roadtrip: we move right, we move left, make a u-turn, change lanes, stop for traffic, stop to refuel and sometimes just hit the brakes slowly or in an instant or may simply head on straight.

In life, we go on with our journey going into a certain destination. We then slowly plan where do we want to go or want to be over period of time. We also prepare how we are going to accomplish it, we contemplate who we want to be with during our travel and how we are going to spend the moment while we are one the road and how to enjoy when we reached our destination.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Blog is my friend

I don’t know what’s going through my mind right now but please spare me this post; this is a very personal one. Well, not really coz I’m posting it here but what the heck! NO BODY IS VISITING MY BLOG!

I don’t want to talk about it but it is here bugging me and my heart is pounding like it wants to come out of my chest. Oh no! What’s happening to me, savoring myself into sad songs while writing this down? Do I want to cry? Do I want to hug my pillows tight? And be alone? Been there! Why am I talking like this? Why a man is ranting his unmanly emotions here? Because I’m tough! Tough, whenever people are around me. I’m funny whenever friends are near me. But in reality I’m as fragile as anyone can be…

It has been more than seven years when I fell in love, and it’s still the same as much as I don’t want to anymore. How can someone still be in love with someone who has not been there for three years now? I have been around waiting for years but still you are not here. I admit! It seems like I’m over you whenever where together but I’m not. And I’m not sure when will be..

It has been 3 years since you left me, I was in my worse. I’m not sure if people have an idea what I’ve been through. Yeah, I’ve been through the worse in my life just because of love. You can call me crazy for being like this. You can call me irrational if I’d say I’m just human. But what can I do, I really am! I still love the person no matter how much pain it caused me already, no matter how many time I’ve crawled, no matter how often I’ve stumble and fall.

Everything is still so vivid here in my heart despite all the good times we shared after all the mess. I know this is too much, I know everybody will tell me I’m crazy but that’s why I’m just writing it down here instead of have my friends to be around me. I’m afraid of just being judge coz they don’t know you. See??? I’m still protecting you even though you are exposing me with all these things.

What to do? What to do? I don’t know how to mend this heart; I don’t know if I can still let you go even you are not mine…
Someday…I don’t know..hoping..hoping you’ll be mine..or…hoping to let go..


Monday, October 4, 2010

Indian Fix!

A simple celebration turns out to be a blast! A week before my birthday, I invited the "chupachups gang" to have dinner to celebrate the 27 years of my existence is this happy but crazy world. I wanted something simple but different; I also want a quaint place that's good for dining and conversation. And I found this, Indian Restaurant in Tagaytay. 

That afternoon of October 2, we met up at Glorietta. And as usual three creatures were late! I, Melvin and Gab hopped ourselves into Lester's car and a road trip is set to happen again. Funny thing was, even before we left Makati we got into a little trouble and found ourselves with two Ayala guards, because of a traffic violation. But after a couple of minutes with some bucks out of our pocket and discovered the acting prowess of Lester we continued the journey. There was another roadblock, THE TRAFFIC! Do I need to tell more about it? Nah, I don’t want to…

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Chico and Delamar

How would you characterize a good radio program? Would stay tune in one radio program for more than an hour? Would you laugh with the Disc jocks if they laugh? Or just press that button and listen elsewhere?


Yesterday, I was bored as hell! I got tons of things to do in my mind. My ass was nailed in front of this monitor thinking what to do. I was on iTunes, thinking what’s in there to download. I began to think why not try podcast and in an instant, I was downloading Chico and Delmar’s radio program. I was furious about the speed of the internet as I was excited to hear their bedroom voices again. Again?? Well, yeah I used to listen to them back when I was in college I think. I find them so perky, especially in the mornings, they have the power to kick your brains and laugh with them. I just admire their wit and intelligence!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Desire.

htLike a flower in the garden
Planted brilliantly in the midst of lofty trees
A precious gem surrounded by greener leaves
Your color entice me
Tempted to pick and own your peculiarity
I'm longing to hold you
Inhale your scent that exudes from your entirety
But who am i to hold you
Frightened by your delicateness
So here i am from a far
Watching your exquisiteness
Dancing with breeze
Showing your elegance
Dreaming to be mine
Yearning for thy love...




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Monday, August 2, 2010

Reborn.

Kurba is back! After being gone for a long time, im here again to write and share my senseless thoughts!

I have been into a lot of things when i was gone, i didn't really left the world wide web but i was just too lazy and pre occupied with nothing, laughs! I promise to myself i will write and post as many entries as i can. I will o back as far as March, just to share what i have been up to.

Since i got this new gadget, i will be able to write and post my entries without the hassle of sitting down on my lappy. I just love Steve Jobs! Well, that's another topic! So, my dear cyberworld. Welcome me with open arms...laughs!


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Bringing back the old times.

A boring monday, was just looking at some old stuff and i found an old ID picture. I think the picture was 16 years back! I was really happy and giggling when i saw the picture. It brought back some of my elementary memonts. How dumb i was, well until now! Lols! I was just thinking how innocent i looked like before and how pure were my thoughts before. I wish i could alter my dreams and be back when i was still a toddler learning simple things or back when i was still in grade school discovering simple facts of life. So much for that, here is the picture.


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When craving strikes!

It was Sunday yesterday and was just sitting infront of the tv, laptop and my phones. My tastebuds were kinda looking for something streetfood! I'm a fan of street food. Back when i was in college, i always wait for kwek-kwek, kikiam, squidballs and fishballs. In the streets of U-belt i always find myself eating these yummy treat!

Yesterday, i got my streetfood fix. For P45 i got a bag of kikiam and squid balls. Fried it! And made some spicy sweet and sour sauce! Match it with soda, the best! My mom and sister got their share of my street food fix! Yum yum!






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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Sweet & Goodies

Perfect match with a hot cappuccino or warm chamomile tea. Before we head and have a night cup,i dropped by to Sweets and Goodies and grabbed my favorite carrot cake. I didn't bother how much was it all i knew was I'm ready for a treat! The cake is oh so yummy, it's chewy and chunky plus it is not too sweet.



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